It was right in the middle of magazine crunch time. Our group had just finished compiling the PDF of our first draft and were just starting to read the whole thing aloud and edit. Tensions were high already, and to top it all off there was a loud wailing coming from the atrium.
After a few minutes of the cries getting louder and louder, it was joined by someone yelling. I looked down the hallway to see a small man crying and hitting himself in the face. The security guard was yelling he had to leave the building. After about 10 minutes, the security guard got him up and escorted him out. The man was still crying hysterically, so with the gut feeling the man was just going to be left on the street, I followed them.
Sure enough, the man was sitting on the curb, in a fit of hysterics. I really didn’t want to leave him hitting himself in the face, so I went up to him and asked if he needed help, and when he continued to slap his head I reached for his hands and held them.
Immediately, he hugged me. The need for an embrace was so strong, I couldn’t help but hug him back. He was still crying, but was calming down, so there we sat, hugging, on the curb of William Ave.
Once he calmed down, I tried to find out what he needed but I couldn’t understand him. All I could do was sit beside him and rub his back. Another student came outside and was sitting with us, trying to help. A few group members also came outside to try and help. Eventually, he pointed to the bus stop, and the other student outside realized he had lost his bus pass.
“Here! I have bus tickets, would you like one?”
Immediately, he stopped crying and nodded. He wiped his face, took the bus tickets, thanked us, and walked away.
I see him wandering through the atrium every few days now. I get a kick out of him, he always has a different jacket on. Sometimes he sees me and he nods. Other times he looks blankly past me.
It’s because of this experience, and a few other eye-opening interactions with Winnipeg’s homeless, that the reports of someone targeting and murdering them in the places they call home makes me sick to my stomach.
Homeless people are people. Many having faced struggles, mental illness and addiction. But, they are people-with the same needs as everyone else. They are often misunderstood and the victims of assumptions based off stereotypes. I was often guilty of being stand-offish when approached by someone on the street. But after a year of going to school in the heart of the Exchange District, I learned these presumptions were unnecessary and coming from a place of fear.
I hope police catch whoever is targeting these innocent people is caught before any more lives are lost.
And I hope to see my friend roaming the atrium when I get back to school in the fall, wearing a new snazzy jacket.